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'less' : 'more'}`; showMoreSpan.addEventListener("click", function() { handleEpisodeFeedShowMoreClick(index); }); } textContainerDiv.appendChild(titleDiv); textContainerDiv.appendChild(descriptionDiv); textContainerDiv.appendChild(showMoreSpan); episodeDiv.appendChild(imageTag); episodeDiv.appendChild(textContainerDiv); return episodeDiv; } function getEpisodes() { if (requestInProgress) { return; } requestInProgress = true; loadMoreButton.innerHTML = ""; loadMoreButton.appendChild(loadingIndicator); mobileLoadMoreButton.innerHTML = loadMoreButton.innerHTML; let host = "https://chartable.com"; axios(`${host}/api/episodes/feed?podcast_id=this-little-light-of-mine-1502309172&page=${page}&token=ab5d92470d76c4d03776`) .then(res => { res.data.forEach(episode => { episode.expanded = false; episodes.push(episode); }); loadMoreButton.innerHTML = "Load more"; mobileLoadMoreButton.innerHTML = loadMoreButton.innerHTML page += 1; renderEpisodeFeed(); }) .catch(err => { loadMoreButton.innerHTML = "Retry" mobileLoadMoreButton.innerHTML = loadMoreButton.innerHTML }) .finally(() => requestInProgress = false); } function renderEpisodeFeed() { episodeFeedContainer.innerHTML = ''; mobileEpisodeFeedContainer.innerHTML = ''; for (let i = 0; i < episodes.length; i++) { let episodeDiv = generateEpisodeDiv(episodes[i], i, false); if (episodeDiv) { episodeFeedContainer.appendChild(episodeDiv); } if (mobilePlayerIsShowing && episodeDiv) { mobileEpisodeFeedContainer.appendChild(generateEpisodeDiv(episodes[i], i, true)); } } loadMoreButton.innerHTML = "Load more"; mobileLoadMoreButton.innerHTML = loadMoreButton.innerHTML; episodeFeedContainer.appendChild(loadMoreButton); mobileEpisodeFeedContainer.appendChild(mobileLoadMoreButton) } if (true) { minimizeButton.addEventListener("click", hideMobilePlayer); maximizeButton.addEventListener("click", showMobilePlayer); player.addEventListener('timeupdate', onTimeUpdate); progressBar.addEventListener("click", seek); progressBar2.addEventListener("click", seek); skipBack.addEventListener("click", handleSkipBack); skipBack2.addEventListener("click", handleSkipBack); skipForward.addEventListener("click", handleSkipForward); skipForward2.addEventListener("click", handleSkipForward); skipForward3.addEventListener("click", handleSkipForward); playPauseButton.addEventListener('click', togglePlayPause); playPauseButton2.addEventListener('click', togglePlayPause); playPauseButton3.addEventListener('click', togglePlayPause); player.onloadedmetadata = function() { let time = player.duration; totalDuration.innerHTML = secondsToHHMMSS(time); totalDuration2.innerHTML = secondsToHHMMSS(time); } if (currentEpisode) { setEpisode(currentEpisode); } episodeFeedContainer.classList += lightMode ? " dark-gray" : " white"; renderEpisodeFeed(); } getEpisodes(); </script> </html>