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And Other Things We Learn From Grown-Ups</h2><div class="nq"><h3 class="bf b ge z hi nr hk hl ns hn hp ds">How my skewed version of alcohol as a child led me to a decades-long drinking problem.</h3></div></a></div><div class="h k"><div class="nt nu nv nw nx ny nz oa ob oc l"><span class="bf b dt z ds"><div class="jo ab gz ae"><div class="ab q oh"><div class="lu ab"><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><button class="l ay ao am" aria-label="Member-only story"><div class=""><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 64 64"><path fill="#FFC017" d="m39.637 40.831-5.771 15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1-3.732 0l-5.771-15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.194-1.195L7.298 33.866a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0-3.732l15.87-5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.195-1.194l5.771-15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 3.732 0l5.771 15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.194 1.195l15.871 5.771a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0 3.732l-15.87 5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.195 1.194"></path></svg></div></div></div></button></div></div><span>Oct 15</span><div class="h k j i d"><div class="dq od oe ab q"><div class="fm of og ab q oh"><div class="ax oe oi l fo"></div></div><a class="fm ll og ab q oh" tabindex="-1" rel="noopener follow" href="/drinking-is-fun-and-other-things-we-learn-from-grown-ups-f5f96a21de2f?source=user_profile_page---------1-------------1db440d2cd29---------------"><div><div class="ab" aria-hidden="false"><div class="ab q oj"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="#6B6B6B" viewBox="0 0 16 16"><path fill="#6B6B6B" d="M12.344 11.458A5.28 5.28 0 0 0 14 7.526C14 4.483 11.391 2 8.051 2S2 4.483 2 7.527c0 3.051 2.712 5.526 6.059 5.526a6.6 6.6 0 0 0 1.758-.236q.255.223.554.414c.784.51 1.626.768 2.512.768a.37.37 0 0 0 .355-.214.37.37 0 0 0-.03-.384 4.7 4.7 0 0 1-.857-1.958v.014z"></path></svg><span>18</span></div></div></div></a></div></div></div><div class="ab q ok ol"><div class="h k j i d"><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><span><a class="af ag ah ai aj ak al am an ao ap aq ar as at" href="https://medium.com/m/signin?actionUrl=https%3A%2F%2Fmedium.com%2F_%2Fbookmark%2Fp%2Ff5f96a21de2f&amp;operation=register&amp;redirect=https%3A%2F%2Fmedium.com%2Fblack-bear-recovery%2Fdrinking-is-fun-and-other-things-we-learn-from-grown-ups-f5f96a21de2f&amp;source=---------1-------------1db440d2cd29----bookmark_preview-----------" rel="noopener follow"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="25" height="25" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 25 25" class="ds om on" aria-label="Add to list bookmark button"><path fill="currentColor" d="M18 2.5a.5.5 0 0 1 1 0V5h2.5a.5.5 0 0 1 0 1H19v2.5a.5.5 0 1 1-1 0V6h-2.5a.5.5 0 0 1 0-1H18zM7 7a1 1 0 0 1 1-1h3.5a.5.5 0 0 0 0-1H8a2 2 0 0 0-2 2v14a.5.5 0 0 0 .805.396L12.5 17l5.695 4.396A.5.5 0 0 0 19 21v-8.5a.5.5 0 0 0-1 0v7.485l-5.195-4.012a.5.5 0 0 0-.61 0L7 19.985z"></path></svg></a></span></div></div></div></div></div></span></div></div></div><div class="oo op oq or os l"><div aria-label="Authors mother drinking a beer in the kitchen at their beach cottage. 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cn"><div class="ic bh id ie if ig"><div class="pa bh l"><article class=""><div class="lu l"><div class="bh dp"><div class="l"><div class="lw lx ab q ly"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 16 16" class="ds jn"><path fill="currentColor" fill-rule="evenodd" d="M9.788 1.027a.5.5 0 1 0-.707.707l.59.589-3.32 3.319a2.17 2.17 0 0 1-1.346.626l-2.442.21a.833.833 0 0 0-.518 1.42l2.676 2.675-3.418 3.417a.5.5 0 1 0 .707.707l3.418-3.417 2.675 2.675a.833.833 0 0 0 1.42-.518l.209-2.441c.044-.51.266-.986.627-1.347l3.318-3.32.59.59a.5.5 0 0 0 .707-.707l-.943-.943-3.3-3.3zm-3.653 9.546 2.422 2.422.179-2.085c.063-.743.388-1.44.916-1.968l3.318-3.32-2.593-2.592L7.06 6.349a3.17 3.17 0 0 1-1.969.916l-2.084.178 2.422 2.422z" clip-rule="evenodd"></path></svg><div class="bf b dt z ds ab lv hi">Pinned</div></div><div class="bh l"><div style="position:relative;display:flex" role="link" 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