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2.02 0 0 0 1.195-1.194l5.771-15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 3.732 0l5.771 15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.194 1.195l15.871 5.771a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0 3.732l-15.87 5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.195 1.194"></path></svg></div></div></div></button></div></div><span>Jan 22</span><div class="h k j i d"><div class="dp ne nf ab q"><div class="fm ng nh ab q af"><div class="fa nf ni l fo"></div></div><a class="fm kk nh ab q af" tabindex="-1" rel="noopener follow" href="/the-things-we-take-for-granted-8548db108d5a?source=user_profile_page---------6-------------fb84c551ed44----------------------"><div><div class="ab" aria-hidden="false"><div class="ab q nj"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="#6B6B6B" viewBox="0 0 16 16"><path fill="#6B6B6B" d="M12.344 11.458A5.28 5.28 0 0 0 14 7.526C14 4.483 11.391 2 8.051 2S2 4.483 2 7.527c0 3.051 2.712 5.526 6.059 5.526a6.6 6.6 0 0 0 1.758-.236q.255.223.554.414c.784.51 1.626.768 2.512.768a.37.37 0 0 0 .355-.214.37.37 0 0 0-.03-.384 4.7 4.7 0 0 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0 0 1.758-.236q.255.223.554.414c.784.51 1.626.768 2.512.768a.37.37 0 0 0 .355-.214.37.37 0 0 0-.03-.384 4.7 4.7 0 0 1-.857-1.958v.014z"></path></svg><span>1</span></div></div></div></a></div></div></div><div class="ab q nk nl"><div class="h k j i d"><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><span><a class="ag ah ai aj ak al am an ao ap aq ar as at au" href="https://medium.com/m/signin?actionUrl=https%3A%2F%2Fmedium.com%2F_%2Fbookmark%2Fp%2F8548db108d5a&operation=register&redirect=https%3A%2F%2Fpatrickmeowler.medium.com%2Fthe-things-we-take-for-granted-8548db108d5a&source=---------6-------------fb84c551ed44----bookmark_preview------------------" rel="noopener follow"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="25" height="25" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 25 25" class="dr nm nn" aria-label="Add to list bookmark button"><path fill="currentColor" d="M18 2.5a.5.5 0 0 1 1 0V5h2.5a.5.5 0 0 1 0 1H19v2.5a.5.5 0 1 1-1 0V6h-2.5a.5.5 0 0 1 0-1H18zM7 7a1 1 0 0 1 1-1h3.5a.5.5 0 0 0 0-1H8a2 2 0 0 0-2 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mn mo mp hh hj hk hm ho bk">I’ve Always Had an Addictive Personality</h2><div class="mq"><h3 class="bf b ge z hh mr hj hk ms hm ho dr">I didn’t know it would almost kill me!</h3></div></a></div><div class="h k"><div class="mt mu mv mw mx my mz na nb nc l"><span class="bf b ds z dr"><div class="nd ab gz ae"><div class="ab q af"><div class="kt ab"><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><button class="l ay ap an" aria-label="Member-only story"><div class=""><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 64 64"><path fill="#FFC017" d="m39.637 40.831-5.771 15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1-3.732 0l-5.771-15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.194-1.195L7.298 33.866a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0-3.732l15.87-5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.195-1.194l5.771-15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 3.732 0l5.771 15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.194 1.195l15.871 5.771a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0 3.732l-15.87 5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.195 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mr hj hk ms hm ho dr">They’re a necessary part of life</h3></div></a></div><div class="h k"><div class="mt mu mv mw mx my mz na nb nc l"><span class="bf b ds z dr"><div class="nd ab gz ae"><div class="ab q af"><div class="kt ab"><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><button class="l ay ap an" aria-label="Member-only story"><div class=""><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 64 64"><path fill="#FFC017" d="m39.637 40.831-5.771 15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1-3.732 0l-5.771-15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.194-1.195L7.298 33.866a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0-3.732l15.87-5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.195-1.194l5.771-15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 3.732 0l5.771 15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.194 1.195l15.871 5.771a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0 3.732l-15.87 5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.195 1.194"></path></svg></div></div></div></button></div></div><span>Jan 18</span><div class="h k j i d"><div class="dp ne nf ab q"><div class="fm ng nh ab q af"><div class="fa nf ni l 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