芦I say that I have given up, but deep down I still hope for his return.禄

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She told me that she begged the security personnel to let her accompany them to the station. They refused but promised that her husband would come back the next day… Since then, 18 years have passed.</strong></p> <figure id="attachment_23082" aria-describedby="caption-attachment-23082" style="width: 1800px" class="wp-caption alignnone"><img fetchpriority="high" decoding="async" class="wp-image-23082 size-full" src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/Banner-site_Nepal.jpg" alt="" width="1800" height="730" /><figcaption id="caption-attachment-23082" class="wp-caption-text">漏Sabrina Dangol/HRJC</figcaption></figure> <p>The uncertainty associated with the enforced disappearance of a loved one, <strong>this constant back and forth between hope and disillusionment is real psychological torture</strong>. This is what Ram Maya and hundreds of other victims in Nepal have endured for years. <a href="https://trialinternational.org/donate/support-us/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">You can help them to alleviate their suffering and end the uncertainty: support their quest for justice.</a></p> <p>Thanks to you, victims of enforced disappearances can make their voices heard. Your support enables them to access truth, justice and reparation. <strong>Don鈥檛 forget that, until 16 December, your impact is double: every franc paid is worth two!</strong></p> <p><a href="https://trialinternational.org/donate/support-us/" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><strong>Access to justice changes lives</strong>. Your donation helps victims of enforced disappearances on their way to justice. Every donation counts and makes a difference.</a></p> <p>With all my heart, thank you for your support,</p> <p> </p> <p><img decoding="async" class="alignnone size-thumbnail wp-image-23080" src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/Ranjeeta-Silwal-150x150.jpg" alt="" width="150" height="150" srcset="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/Ranjeeta-Silwal-150x150.jpg 150w, https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/Ranjeeta-Silwal-300x300.jpg 300w, https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/Ranjeeta-Silwal-1024x1024.jpg 1024w, https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/Ranjeeta-Silwal-768x768.jpg 768w, https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/Ranjeeta-Silwal-1536x1536.jpg 1536w, https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/Ranjeeta-Silwal-210x210.jpg 210w, https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/Ranjeeta-Silwal.jpg 1902w" sizes="(max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px" /><br /> <a href="http://hrjc.org.np/" target="_blank" rel="noopener"><strong>Ranjeeta Silwal</strong></a>, TRIAL International鈥檚 Human Rights Coordinator based in Kathmandu, Nepal.</p> </div> </div> <div class="col-md-3 right-sidebar "> <div class="fixed-content"> <div class="subscribe"> <div class="title orange">Sign up to our newsletter </div> <form target="_blank" class="sidebar-subscribe-form form-inline" method="get" action="/newsletter"> <input type="email" name="subscribe_email" placeholder="Email" class="form-control"> <button type="submit" class="btn text-uppercase">Submit</button> </form> </div> <div class="donate"> <a class="donate-button" target="_blank" title="Donate_Lien" href="https://trialinternational.org/donate/support-us/"> Donate </a> </div> </div> </div> </div> </div> <div class="latest-carousel-section"> <h2 class="text-xs-center text-uppercase"> <span class="title-wrap orange">Related Content</span> </h2> <div id="latest-carousel" class="carousel slide" data-ride="carousel"> <div class="carousel-inner" role="listbox"> <div class="carousel-item active"> <div class="container container-1200"> <div class="col-md-6 col-lg-3 slider-item"> <div class="text-uppercase text-xs-right"> <a class="tag" href="https://trialinternational.org/latest/news-releases/">News releases</a> </div> <div class="title"> <h3><a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/shining-verdict-in-the-kokodikoko-case-drc/">Shining verdict in the Kokodikoko case (DRC)</a> </h3> <small>05.06.2024</small> </div> <div class="wrapper"> <div class="country"> <img width="20" src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/themes/tri/assets/images/icons/globe.svg" alt="Globe" /> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/countries-post/democratic-republic-of-the-congo/">Democratic Republic of the Congo</a> </div> <div class="summary"> Three former militiamen, including the infamous warlord Kokodikoko, have been condemned for crimes against humanity. 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Yuri Harauski, former member of President Aliaksandr Lukashenka鈥檚 S... <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/belarus-accountability-for-enforced-disappearances-before-swiss-court/"><i class="fa fa-arrow-right"></i></a> </div> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/belarus-accountability-for-enforced-disappearances-before-swiss-court/"><img src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2023/08/Belarus_2003-09-16-Minsk_no-copyright-1024x768.jpg" alt="Featured Image" class="img-fluid" /></a> </div> </div> </div> </div> <div class="carousel-item "> <div class="container container-1200"> <div class="col-md-6 col-lg-3 slider-item"> <div class="text-uppercase text-xs-right"> <a class="tag" href="https://trialinternational.org/latest/news-releases/">News releases</a> </div> <div class="title"> <h3><a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/rights-groups-file-complaint-asking-france-to-investigate-saudi-crown-prince-over-jamal-khashoggi-killing/">Rights Groups File Complaint Asking France to Investigate Saudi Crown Prince over Jamal...</a> </h3> <small>28.07.2022</small> </div> <div class="wrapper"> <div class="country"> <img width="20" src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/themes/tri/assets/images/icons/globe.svg" alt="Globe" /> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/countries-post/saudi-arabia/">Saudi Arabia</a> </div> <div class="summary"> Rights Groups File Complaint Asking France to Investigate Saudi Crown Prince over Jamal Khashoggi Killing Mohammed bin... <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/rights-groups-file-complaint-asking-france-to-investigate-saudi-crown-prince-over-jamal-khashoggi-killing/"><i class="fa fa-arrow-right"></i></a> </div> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/rights-groups-file-complaint-asking-france-to-investigate-saudi-crown-prince-over-jamal-khashoggi-killing/"><img src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2022/07/1280px-Jamal_Khashoggi_in_March_2018_cropped-731x1024.jpg" alt="Featured Image" class="img-fluid" /></a> </div> </div> <div class="col-md-6 col-lg-3 slider-item"> <div class="text-uppercase text-xs-right"> <a class="tag" href="https://trialinternational.org/latest/news-releases/">News releases</a> </div> <div class="title"> <h3><a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/united-nations-recognizes-nepals-responsibility-on-the-torture-and-extra-judicial-killing-of-a-minor-in-2004/">United Nations recognizes Nepal鈥檚 responsibility on the torture and extra-judicial kill...</a> </h3> <small>24.05.2022</small> </div> <div class="wrapper"> <div class="country"> <img width="20" src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/themes/tri/assets/images/icons/globe.svg" alt="Globe" /> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/countries-post/nepal/">Nepal</a> </div> <div class="summary"> United Nations recognizes Nepal鈥檚 responsibility on the torture and extra-judicial killing of a minor in 2004 Will the... <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/united-nations-recognizes-nepals-responsibility-on-the-torture-and-extra-judicial-killing-of-a-minor-in-2004/"><i class="fa fa-arrow-right"></i></a> </div> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/united-nations-recognizes-nepals-responsibility-on-the-torture-and-extra-judicial-killing-of-a-minor-in-2004/"><img src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2022/05/Anil-with-his-family-5-1024x768.jpg" alt="Featured Image" class="img-fluid" /></a> </div> </div> <div class="col-md-6 col-lg-3 slider-item"> <div class="text-uppercase text-xs-right"> <a class="tag" href="https://trialinternational.org/latest/news/">News</a> </div> <div class="title"> <h3><a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/yahya-jammeh/">Yahya Jammeh</a> </h3> <small>04.04.2022</small> </div> <div class="wrapper"> <div class="country"> <img width="20" src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/themes/tri/assets/images/icons/globe.svg" alt="Globe" /> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/countries-post/equatorial-guinea/">Equatorial Guinea</a> </div> <div class="summary"> Facts Yahya Jammeh was born in 1969 in Kanilai in Gambia. In 1984, he entered gendarmerie and gradually made his way to... <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/yahya-jammeh/"><i class="fa fa-arrow-right"></i></a> </div> </div> </div> <div class="col-md-6 col-lg-3 slider-item"> <div class="text-uppercase text-xs-right"> <a class="tag" href="https://trialinternational.org/latest/opinions/">Opinions</a> </div> <div class="title"> <h3><a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/i-will-not-rest-until-i-have-my-fathers-body-to-bury/">芦I will not rest until I have my father鈥檚 body to bury.禄</a> </h3> <small>16.12.2021</small> </div> <div class="wrapper"> <div class="country"> <img width="20" src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/themes/tri/assets/images/icons/globe.svg" alt="Globe" /> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/countries-post/gambia/">The Gambia</a> </div> <div class="summary"> Words from Isaac Mensah, son of Peter Mensah, one of the 56 West African migrants killed in 2005   While the Unit... <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/i-will-not-rest-until-i-have-my-fathers-body-to-bury/"><i class="fa fa-arrow-right"></i></a> </div> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/i-will-not-rest-until-i-have-my-fathers-body-to-bury/"><img src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/12/Banner-site_Gambie-1024x415.jpg" alt="Featured Image" class="img-fluid" /></a> </div> </div> </div> </div> <div class="carousel-item "> <div class="container container-1200"> <div class="col-md-6 col-lg-3 slider-item"> <div class="text-uppercase text-xs-right"> <a class="tag" href="https://trialinternational.org/latest/news/">News</a> </div> <div class="title"> <h3><a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/victims-of-the-algerian-civil-war-still-await-justice/">Victims of the Algerian civil war still await justice</a> </h3> <small>19.10.2021</small> </div> <div class="wrapper"> <div class="country"> <img width="20" src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/themes/tri/assets/images/icons/globe.svg" alt="Globe" /> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/countries-post/algeria/">Algeria</a> </div> <div class="summary"> Did Switzerland miss a historic opportunity to judge a potential war criminal? It has been ten years to the day since TR... <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/victims-of-the-algerian-civil-war-still-await-justice/"><i class="fa fa-arrow-right"></i></a> </div> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/victims-of-the-algerian-civil-war-still-await-justice/"><img src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2018/03/banner-nezzar-website_v2_uo-1024x415.png" alt="Featured Image" class="img-fluid" /></a> </div> </div> <div class="col-md-6 col-lg-3 slider-item"> <div class="text-uppercase text-xs-right"> <a class="tag" href="https://trialinternational.org/latest/news-releases/">News releases</a> </div> <div class="title"> <h3><a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/the-gambia-un-says-perpetrators-of-jammeh-era-crimes-must-be-brought-to-justice/">The Gambia: UN says perpetrators of Jammeh-era crimes "must be brought to justice"</a> </h3> <small>08.10.2021</small> </div> <div class="wrapper"> <div class="country"> <img width="20" src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/themes/tri/assets/images/icons/globe.svg" alt="Globe" /> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/countries-post/gambia/">The Gambia</a> </div> <div class="summary"> The United Nations Working Group on Enforced Disappearances supports prosecution of crimes committed during the presiden... <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/the-gambia-un-says-perpetrators-of-jammeh-era-crimes-must-be-brought-to-justice/"><i class="fa fa-arrow-right"></i></a> </div> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/the-gambia-un-says-perpetrators-of-jammeh-era-crimes-must-be-brought-to-justice/"><img src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/10/WGEID-漏Jason-Florio-1024x415.jpg" alt="Featured Image" class="img-fluid" /></a> </div> </div> <div class="col-md-6 col-lg-3 slider-item"> <div class="text-uppercase text-xs-right"> <a class="tag" href="https://trialinternational.org/latest/news/">News</a> </div> <div class="title"> <h3><a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/putting-faces-on-the-loved-ones-of-disappeared-persons/">Putting faces on the loved ones of disappeared persons</a> </h3> <small>25.08.2021</small> </div> <div class="wrapper"> <div class="country"> <img width="20" src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/themes/tri/assets/images/icons/globe.svg" alt="Globe" /> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/countries-post/gambia/">The Gambia</a> </div> <div class="summary"> A young girl, whose father was reduced to a picture on a mobile phone, a woman who wonders where the love of her life is... <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/putting-faces-on-the-loved-ones-of-disappeared-persons/"><i class="fa fa-arrow-right"></i></a> </div> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/putting-faces-on-the-loved-ones-of-disappeared-persons/"><img src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/uploads/2021/08/SLIDER_漏jason_florio-PETER-MENSAH-FAMILY_0594-1024x415.jpg" alt="Featured Image" class="img-fluid" /></a> </div> </div> <div class="col-md-6 col-lg-3 slider-item"> <div class="text-uppercase text-xs-right"> <a class="tag" href="https://trialinternational.org/latest/opinions/">Opinions</a> </div> <div class="title"> <h3><a href="https://trialinternational.org/latest-post/a-transversal-project-to-fight-against-enforced-disappearances/">A transversal project to fight against enforced disappearances</a> </h3> <small>23.08.2021</small> </div> <div class="wrapper"> <div class="country"> <img width="20" src="https://trialinternational.org/wp-content/themes/tri/assets/images/icons/globe.svg" alt="Globe" /> <a href="https://trialinternational.org/countries-post/nepal/">Nepal</a> </div> <div class="summary"> August 30th marks the International Day of the Victims of Enforced Disappearances. 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