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When I try to talk to the people around me i either get ignored, they leaves me on read, i got blocked cause they are getting annoyed from me, they tell me that i just have to fight more otherwise i don’t really want it, they change the topic, tell me that we talk later but never bringing up the topic again or tell me that they “feel” my pain and that it will getting better. so we see i can’t really talk to someone that i know, so the next opinion is going to a therapist.</p></div><div class="k31gt"><p>therapist 1: moves away therapist 2: son died and isn’t able to do theraphy lessons (i’m not mad at her, i understand her pain cause her son was my best friend) therapist 3: gets pregnant and thinks that i don’t need therapy anymore cause i was 3 days or something happy therapist 4: incomming even the try of getting help doesnt really help. 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