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stories I’m most proud of </h3></div></a></div><div class="h k"><div class="no np nq nr ns nt nu nv nw nx l"><span class="bf b dt z ds"><div class="ja ab ny ae"><div class="ab q od"><div class="ll ab"><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><button class="l ay ao am" aria-label="Member-only story"><div class=""><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 64 64"><path fill="#FFC017" d="m39.637 40.831-5.771 15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1-3.732 0l-5.771-15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.194-1.195L7.298 33.866a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0-3.732l15.87-5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.195-1.194l5.771-15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 3.732 0l5.771 15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.194 1.195l15.871 5.771a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0 3.732l-15.87 5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.195 1.194"></path></svg></div></div></div></button></div></div><span>Feb 11</span><div class="h k j i d"><div class="dq nz oa ab q"><div class="fm ob oc ab q od"><div class="ax oa oe l fo"></div></div><a class="fm lc oc ab q od" tabindex="-1" rel="noopener follow" href="/boosted-2b00439526f9?source=user_profile_page---------2-------------ab181cc87055---------------"><div><div class="ab" aria-hidden="false"><div class="ab q gl"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="#6B6B6B" viewBox="0 0 16 16"><path fill="#6B6B6B" d="M12.344 11.458A5.28 5.28 0 0 0 14 7.526C14 4.483 11.391 2 8.051 2S2 4.483 2 7.527c0 3.051 2.712 5.526 6.059 5.526a6.6 6.6 0 0 0 1.758-.236q.255.223.554.414c.784.51 1.626.768 2.512.768a.37.37 0 0 0 .355-.214.37.37 0 0 0-.03-.384 4.7 4.7 0 0 1-.857-1.958v.014z"></path></svg><span>6</span></div></div></div></a></div></div></div><div class="ab q of og"><div class="h k j i d"><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><span><a class="af ag ah ai aj ak al am an ao ap aq ar as at" 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l go gn fm n fl fn"></div></div></a></div></div></div><div class="mb l"><p class="bf b dt z ds">Published in</p></div><div class="l"><div><div class="l" aria-hidden="false"><a class="af ag ah ai aj ak al am an ao ap aq ar mc ab q" href="https://medium.com/the-maize?source=user_profile_page---------4-------------ab181cc87055---------------" rel="noopener follow"><p class="bf b dt z kb md kc kd me ke mf kf bk">The Maze</p></a></div></div></div></div></div><div class="ab"><div class="l cl gb"><div class="mg mh mi mj mk ml mm mn mo mp"><a class="af ag ah ai aj ak al am an ao ap aq ar as at" rel="noopener follow" href="/hiking-through-fall-in-texas-e3c193bb0a7b?source=user_profile_page---------4-------------ab181cc87055---------------"><h2 class="bf mq mr ms mt jf mu mv mw mx jk my jm jn mz na jq nb nc nd ne nf ng nh ni nj nk kb kc kd ke kf bk">Hiking Through Fall in Texas</h2><div class="nl"><h3 class="bf b ge z kb nm kc kd nn ke kf ds">A photo story</h3></div></a></div><div class="h k"><div class="no np nq nr ns nt nu nv nw nx l"><span class="bf b dt z ds"><div class="ja ab ny ae"><div class="ab q od"><div class="ll ab"><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><button class="l ay ao am" aria-label="Member-only story"><div class=""><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 64 64"><path fill="#FFC017" d="m39.637 40.831-5.771 15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1-3.732 0l-5.771-15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.194-1.195L7.298 33.866a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0-3.732l15.87-5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.195-1.194l5.771-15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 3.732 0l5.771 15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.194 1.195l15.871 5.771a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0 3.732l-15.87 5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.195 1.194"></path></svg></div></div></div></button></div></div><span>Nov 1</span><div class="h k j i d"><div class="dq nz oa ab q"><div class="fm ob oc ab q od"><div class="ax oa oe l fo"></div></div><a class="fm lc oc ab q od" tabindex="-1" rel="noopener follow" 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1.99 0 0 1 0 3.732l-15.87 5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.195 1.194"></path></svg></div></div></div></button></div></div><span>Oct 29</span><div class="h k j i d"><div class="dq nz oa ab q"><div class="fm ob oc ab q od"><div class="ax oa oe l fo"></div></div><a class="fm lc oc ab q od" tabindex="-1" rel="noopener follow" href="/how-i-maintain-mental-health-217d570ee952?source=user_profile_page---------5-------------ab181cc87055---------------"><div><div class="ab" aria-hidden="false"><div class="ab q gl"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="#6B6B6B" viewBox="0 0 16 16"><path fill="#6B6B6B" d="M12.344 11.458A5.28 5.28 0 0 0 14 7.526C14 4.483 11.391 2 8.051 2S2 4.483 2 7.527c0 3.051 2.712 5.526 6.059 5.526a6.6 6.6 0 0 0 1.758-.236q.255.223.554.414c.784.51 1.626.768 2.512.768a.37.37 0 0 0 .355-.214.37.37 0 0 0-.03-.384 4.7 4.7 0 0 1-.857-1.958v.014z"></path></svg><span>6</span></div></div></div></a></div></div></div><div class="ab q of og"><div class="h k j i d"><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><span><a class="af ag ah ai aj ak al am an ao ap aq ar as at" href="https://medium.com/m/signin?actionUrl=https%3A%2F%2Fmedium.com%2F_%2Fbookmark%2Fp%2F217d570ee952&operation=register&redirect=https%3A%2F%2Fmedium.com%2Fblack-bear-recovery%2Fhow-i-maintain-mental-health-217d570ee952&source=---------5-------------ab181cc87055----bookmark_preview-----------" rel="noopener follow"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="25" height="25" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 25 25" class="ds oh oi" aria-label="Add to list bookmark button"><path fill="currentColor" d="M18 2.5a.5.5 0 0 1 1 0V5h2.5a.5.5 0 0 1 0 1H19v2.5a.5.5 0 1 1-1 0V6h-2.5a.5.5 0 0 1 0-1H18zM7 7a1 1 0 0 1 1-1h3.5a.5.5 0 0 0 0-1H8a2 2 0 0 0-2 2v14a.5.5 0 0 0 .805.396L12.5 17l5.695 4.396A.5.5 0 0 0 19 21v-8.5a.5.5 0 0 0-1 0v7.485l-5.195-4.012a.5.5 0 0 0-.61 0L7 19.985z"></path></svg></a></span></div></div></div></div></div></span></div></div></div><div class="op bh r oq or os ot ou"></div></div></div></div></div></article></div></div></div><div class="ab cn"><div class="ho bh hp hq hr hs"><div class="ov bh l"><article class=""><div class="ll l"><div class="bh dp"><div class="l"><div class="bh l"><div style="position:relative;display:flex" role="link" data-href="https://beccacollora.medium.com/having-a-mental-illness-doesnt-have-to-be-an-end-all-situation-28756d89de09" tabindex="0"><div class="bh lq lr ls lt"><div class="ab"><div class="lu lv lw lx ly ab q"><div class="lz l"><div><div class="l" aria-hidden="false"><a href="https://medium.com/black-bear-recovery?source=user_profile_page---------6-------------ab181cc87055---------------" rel="noopener follow"><div class="dq ab"><img alt="Black Bear" class="ma gn go fo" src="https://miro.medium.com/v2/resize:fill:40:40/1*vplg3jD0s1fLFIZYF8eEwg.png" width="20" height="20" loading="lazy"/><div class="ma l go gn fm n fl fn"></div></div></a></div></div></div><div class="mb l"><p class="bf b dt z ds">Published 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exists.</h3></div></a></div><div class="h k"><div class="no np nq nr ns nt nu nv nw nx l"><span class="bf b dt z ds"><div class="ja ab ny ae"><div class="ab q od"><div class="ll ab"><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><button class="l ay ao am" aria-label="Member-only story"><div class=""><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 64 64"><path fill="#FFC017" d="m39.637 40.831-5.771 15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1-3.732 0l-5.771-15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.194-1.195L7.298 33.866a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0-3.732l15.87-5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.195-1.194l5.771-15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 3.732 0l5.771 15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.194 1.195l15.871 5.771a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0 3.732l-15.87 5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.195 1.194"></path></svg></div></div></div></button></div></div><span>Oct 21</span><div class="h k j i d"><div class="dq nz oa ab q"><div class="fm ob oc ab q od"><div class="ax oa oe l fo"></div></div><a class="fm lc oc ab q od" 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aria-hidden="false"><span><a class="af ag ah ai aj ak al am an ao ap aq ar as at" href="https://medium.com/m/signin?actionUrl=https%3A%2F%2Fmedium.com%2F_%2Fbookmark%2Fp%2Fc676fdf1a67e&operation=register&redirect=https%3A%2F%2Fmedium.com%2Fthe-maize%2Flove-is-in-the-air-c676fdf1a67e&source=---------7-------------ab181cc87055----bookmark_preview-----------" rel="noopener follow"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="25" height="25" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 25 25" class="ds oh oi" aria-label="Add to list bookmark button"><path fill="currentColor" d="M18 2.5a.5.5 0 0 1 1 0V5h2.5a.5.5 0 0 1 0 1H19v2.5a.5.5 0 1 1-1 0V6h-2.5a.5.5 0 0 1 0-1H18zM7 7a1 1 0 0 1 1-1h3.5a.5.5 0 0 0 0-1H8a2 2 0 0 0-2 2v14a.5.5 0 0 0 .805.396L12.5 17l5.695 4.396A.5.5 0 0 0 19 21v-8.5a.5.5 0 0 0-1 0v7.485l-5.195-4.012a.5.5 0 0 0-.61 0L7 19.985z"></path></svg></a></span></div></div></div></div></div></span></div></div></div><div class="op bh r oq or os ot ou"></div></div></div></div></div></article></div></div></div><div class="ab cn"><div class="ho bh hp hq hr hs"><div class="ov bh l"><article class=""><div class="ll l"><div class="bh dp"><div class="l"><div class="bh l"><div style="position:relative;display:flex" role="link" data-href="https://beccacollora.medium.com/the-dark-side-of-living-with-mental-illness-bab8dcabfcee" tabindex="0"><div class="bh lq lr ls lt"><div class="ab"><div class="lu lv lw lx ly ab q"><div class="lz l"><div><div class="l" aria-hidden="false"><a href="https://medium.com/black-bear-recovery?source=user_profile_page---------8-------------ab181cc87055---------------" rel="noopener follow"><div class="dq ab"><img alt="Black Bear" class="ma gn go fo" src="https://miro.medium.com/v2/resize:fill:40:40/1*vplg3jD0s1fLFIZYF8eEwg.png" width="20" height="20" loading="lazy"/><div class="ma l go gn fm n fl fn"></div></div></a></div></div></div><div class="mb l"><p class="bf b dt z ds">Published in</p></div><div class="l"><div><div class="l" aria-hidden="false"><a class="af ag ah ai aj ak al am an ao ap aq ar mc ab q" href="https://medium.com/black-bear-recovery?source=user_profile_page---------8-------------ab181cc87055---------------" rel="noopener follow"><p class="bf b dt z kb md kc kd me ke mf kf bk">Black Bear</p></a></div></div></div></div></div><div class="ab"><div class="l cl gb"><div class="mg mh mi mj mk ml mm mn mo mp"><a class="af ag ah ai aj ak al am an ao ap aq ar as at" rel="noopener follow" href="/the-dark-side-of-living-with-mental-illness-bab8dcabfcee?source=user_profile_page---------8-------------ab181cc87055---------------"><h2 class="bf mq mr ms mt jf mu mv mw mx jk my jm jn mz na jq nb nc nd ne nf ng nh ni nj nk kb kc kd ke kf bk">The Dark Side of Living with Mental Illness</h2><div class="nl"><h3 class="bf b ge z kb nm kc kd nn ke kf ds">You never truly heal, and with that comes a fear of the unknown</h3></div></a></div><div class="h k"><div class="no np nq nr ns nt nu nv nw nx l"><span class="bf b dt z ds"><div class="ja ab ny ae"><div class="ab q od"><div class="ll ab"><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><button class="l ay ao am" aria-label="Member-only story"><div class=""><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 64 64"><path fill="#FFC017" d="m39.637 40.831-5.771 15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1-3.732 0l-5.771-15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.194-1.195L7.298 33.866a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0-3.732l15.87-5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.195-1.194l5.771-15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 3.732 0l5.771 15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.194 1.195l15.871 5.771a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0 3.732l-15.87 5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.195 1.194"></path></svg></div></div></div></button></div></div><span>Oct 14</span><div class="h k j i d"><div class="dq nz oa ab q"><div class="fm ob oc ab q od"><div class="ax oa oe l fo"></div></div><a class="fm lc oc ab q od" tabindex="-1" rel="noopener follow" href="/the-dark-side-of-living-with-mental-illness-bab8dcabfcee?source=user_profile_page---------8-------------ab181cc87055---------------"><div><div class="ab" aria-hidden="false"><div class="ab q gl"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="#6B6B6B" viewBox="0 0 16 16"><path fill="#6B6B6B" d="M12.344 11.458A5.28 5.28 0 0 0 14 7.526C14 4.483 11.391 2 8.051 2S2 4.483 2 7.527c0 3.051 2.712 5.526 6.059 5.526a6.6 6.6 0 0 0 1.758-.236q.255.223.554.414c.784.51 1.626.768 2.512.768a.37.37 0 0 0 .355-.214.37.37 0 0 0-.03-.384 4.7 4.7 0 0 1-.857-1.958v.014z"></path></svg><span>58</span></div></div></div></a></div></div></div><div class="ab q of og"><div class="h k j i d"><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><span><a class="af ag ah ai aj ak al am an ao ap aq ar as at" 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flower grows in dark, murky waters." class="bx ma" src="https://miro.medium.com/v2/da:true/resize:fill:160:106/0*-j_fH9cNQ5XbTNPG" width="80" height="53" loading="lazy"/></div><div class="h k"><img alt="A lotus flower grows in dark, murky waters." class="bx ma" src="https://miro.medium.com/v2/da:true/resize:fill:320:214/0*-j_fH9cNQ5XbTNPG" width="160" height="107" loading="lazy"/></div></div></div></div><div class="oo j i d"><span class="bf b dt z ds"><div class="ja ab ny ae"><div class="ab q od"><div class="ll ab"><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><button class="l ay ao am" aria-label="Member-only story"><div class=""><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 64 64"><path fill="#FFC017" d="m39.637 40.831-5.771 15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1-3.732 0l-5.771-15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.194-1.195L7.298 33.866a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0-3.732l15.87-5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.195-1.194l5.771-15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 3.732 0l5.771 15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.194 1.195l15.871 5.771a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0 3.732l-15.87 5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.195 1.194"></path></svg></div></div></div></button></div></div><span>Oct 14</span><div class="h k j i d"><div class="dq nz oa ab q"><div class="fm ob oc ab q od"><div class="ax oa oe l fo"></div></div><a class="fm lc oc ab q od" tabindex="-1" rel="noopener follow" href="/the-dark-side-of-living-with-mental-illness-bab8dcabfcee?source=user_profile_page---------8-------------ab181cc87055---------------"><div><div class="ab" aria-hidden="false"><div class="ab q gl"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="#6B6B6B" viewBox="0 0 16 16"><path fill="#6B6B6B" d="M12.344 11.458A5.28 5.28 0 0 0 14 7.526C14 4.483 11.391 2 8.051 2S2 4.483 2 7.527c0 3.051 2.712 5.526 6.059 5.526a6.6 6.6 0 0 0 1.758-.236q.255.223.554.414c.784.51 1.626.768 2.512.768a.37.37 0 0 0 .355-.214.37.37 0 0 0-.03-.384 4.7 4.7 0 0 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0v7.485l-5.195-4.012a.5.5 0 0 0-.61 0L7 19.985z"></path></svg></a></span></div></div></div></div></div></span></div></div></div><div class="op bh r oq or os ot ou"></div></div></div></div></div></article></div></div></div><div class="ab cn"><div class="ho bh hp hq hr hs"><div class="ov bh l"><article class=""><div class="ll l"><div class="bh dp"><div class="l"><div class="bh l"><div style="position:relative;display:flex" role="link" data-href="https://beccacollora.medium.com/in-the-way-of-a-good-time-23f49c1b2816" tabindex="0"><div class="bh lq lr ls lt"><div class="ab"></div><div class="ab"><div class="l cl gb"><div class="mg mh mi mj mk ml mm mn mo mp"><a class="af ag ah ai aj ak al am an ao ap aq ar as at" rel="noopener follow" href="/in-the-way-of-a-good-time-23f49c1b2816?source=user_profile_page---------9-------------ab181cc87055---------------"><h2 class="bf mq mr ms mt jf mu mv mw mx jk my jm jn mz na jq nb nc nd ne nf ng nh ni nj nk kb kc kd ke kf bk">In the Way of a Good Time</h2><div class="nl"><h3 class="bf b ge z kb nm kc kd nn ke kf ds">I overcame the first-date jitters</h3></div></a></div><div class="h k"><div class="no np nq nr ns nt nu nv nw nx l"><span class="bf b dt z ds"><div class="ja ab ny ae"><div class="ab q od"><div class="ll ab"><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><button class="l ay ao am" aria-label="Member-only story"><div class=""><div><div class="bm" aria-hidden="false"><svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="16" height="16" fill="none" viewBox="0 0 64 64"><path fill="#FFC017" d="m39.637 40.831-5.771 15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1-3.732 0l-5.771-15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.194-1.195L7.298 33.866a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0-3.732l15.87-5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.195-1.194l5.771-15.871a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 3.732 0l5.771 15.87a2.02 2.02 0 0 0 1.194 1.195l15.871 5.771a1.99 1.99 0 0 1 0 3.732l-15.87 5.771a2.02 2.02 0 0 0-1.195 1.194"></path></svg></div></div></div></button></div></div><span>Oct 5</span><div class="h k j i d"><div class="dq nz oa ab q"><div 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