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If there was a class project, I independently shopped for the supplies and worked on the project. If there was a school play, I worked on my costume. If my father was out of town, there was no audience for my play either.</p><p id="15c8" class="pw-post-body-paragraph of og hd oh b hx oi oj ok ia ol om on oo op oq or os ot ou ov ow ox oy oz pa gw bk">I became my mother’s errand girl. My mother would give me cash and send me to run errands. I would zip off on my bicycle to the post office, the bank, the supermarket, the coffee mill, the shoe repair store, the framing shop, the doctor’s office, and the pharmacy to name a few.</p><p id="ba98" class="pw-post-body-paragraph of og hd oh b hx oi oj ok ia ol om on oo op oq or os ot ou ov ow ox oy oz pa gw bk">My mother couldn’t drive. I would travel to school on the public buses, sometimes groped by men; while my friends would get dropped off by their parents or in their chauffeur-driver cars. 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