Mental health: Living with Borderline Personality Disorder

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class="media-with-caption__caption"><span class="off-screen">Media caption</span>'I was misdiagnosed, isolated and left feeling suicidal'</figcaption> </figure><p><strong>Two thirds of Welsh people have no one to talk to about their mental health concerns, according to fresh research from Time To Change Wales, a partnership of three mental health charities - Mind Cymru, Hafal and Gofal. </strong></p><p><strong>On Time to Talk day, they are encouraging people to open up about their difficulties. </strong></p><p><strong>Here, Bethan Rees, 30, from Caerphilly, explains how not being able to talk about her mental health condition left her misdiagnosed, isolated from work and wanting to take her own life. </strong></p><p>For most young people, the start of their career is a time of excitement. </p><p>But for me, with an undiagnosed mental health condition, it didn't turn out like that. </p><div id="bbccom_mpu_1_2_3" class="bbccom_slot mpu-ad" aria-hidden="true"> <div class="bbccom_advert"> <script type="text/javascript"> /**/ (function() { if (window.bbcdotcom && bbcdotcom.adverts && bbcdotcom.adverts.slotAsync) { bbcdotcom.adverts.slotAsync('mpu', [1,2,3]); } })(); /**/ </script> </div> </div><p>The moods I had always struggled with came to the surface.</p><p>Aged 22, I was working for a press agency in Cheltenham, writing press releases and copy for websites. </p><p>It was high-pressured and demanding, with tight deadlines and a large workload. </p><p>Yet, despite being qualified for it and excited by it, it became clear I was struggling. </p><p>I kept getting behind with tasks and being overwhelmed by the workload.</p><p>Colleagues accused me of daydreaming at my desk and being distracted and unable to concentrate.</p><p>When bosses tried to give me feedback, I would burst into tears, or get very emotional and angry. </p><p>The work place became increasingly unbearable and after 18 months I left. </p><figure class="media-landscape has-caption full-width"> <span class="image-and-copyright-container"> <div class="js-delayed-image-load" data-alt="Bethan and her boyfriend up Pen y Fan" data-src="https://web.archive.org/web/20180202201900oe_/https://ichef-1.bbci.co.uk/news/320/cpsprodpb/6F2B/production/_99795482_bethreesandman.png" data-width="976" data-height="549"></div> <span class="off-screen">Image copyright</span> <span class="story-image-copyright">Bethan rees</span> </span> <figcaption class="media-caption"> <span class="off-screen">Image caption</span> <span class="media-caption__text"> Bethan and her current boyfriend Karl Powell, 33, who helped her seek help from her GP </span> </figcaption> </figure><p>I moved back to Cardiff to live with my parents and secured another role in public relations.</p><p>But the same thing happened and I began to get behind.</p><ul class="story-body__unordered-list"><li class="story-body__list-item"><a href="https://web.archive.org/web/20180202201900/http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-41759775" class="story-body__link">My employer's support saved my mental health</a></li></ul><ul class="story-body__unordered-list"><li class="story-body__list-item"><a href="https://web.archive.org/web/20180202201900/http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/av/stories-41999611/don-t-fall-apart-managing-your-mind-at-work" class="story-body__link">Don't fall apart: Managing your mind at work</a></li></ul><ul class="story-body__unordered-list"><li class="story-body__list-item"><a href="https://web.archive.org/web/20180202201900/http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/uk-wales-42622297" class="story-body__link">South Wales Police want mental health lessons for young people</a></li></ul><p>Bosses asked me why I was struggling and I simply couldn't tell them.</p><p>But because I knew I might be fired again, I became incredibly anxious.</p><p>I felt guilty and panicky, but most of all I felt helpless. </p><p>Once more, I would cry at the slightest bit of feedback, or at other times, I became manic - doing 100 things at once. </p><p>I went to the doctor, who diagnosed anxiety and depression and put me on anti-depressants. </p><p>But they made me sleepy, and my work place was so busy, I couldn't be accommodated and was forced out of that job too.</p><p>By this point, my confidence was shattered and what had unfolded in my work life now spiralled into my personal life too.</p><p>My parents were confused, not understanding why I couldn't hold down a job. </p><p>My long-term partner at the time also ended our relationship because he couldn't cope with my erratic moods.</p><p>I felt too ashamed of how I was feeling to talk to people and I thought that if I did, they would see me as weak and incompetent. </p><p>I had suicidal thoughts and outbursts where I would throw stuff, dig my nails into my wrists or scream into the pillow to release my anger. </p><p>It just felt like I would never be the person I wanted to be and I didn't understand what was wrong.</p><p>Ultimately, things came to a head in October 2017. </p><p>By then, I had a new boyfriend but one day, for no reason, I just exploded in front of him. </p><p>There was no trigger - there rarely is - but I felt so intensely hopeless and miserable I told him I didn't want to live any more. </p><p>As I viewed it, I didn't fit in, so what was the point of being around? </p><p>Seeing how distraught I was, he made an emergency appointment with a different GP and insisted on coming with me. That doctor told me I should never have been on anti-depressants and that instead I needed mood stabilisers. </p><p>A psychiatrist I was referred to then diagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder, otherwise known as emotional instability. </p><p>I had never heard of this, but when I looked up the symptoms, I had them all.</p><p>They included struggling to maintain stable relationships, having suicidal thoughts and intense emotions that would change rapidly. </p><p>Then there was acting impulsively, feeling paranoid and suffering intense outbursts of anger. </p><figure class="media-landscape has-caption full-width"> <span class="image-and-copyright-container"> <div class="js-delayed-image-load" data-alt="Bethan with her medal from the 2017 London Marathon." data-src="https://web.archive.org/web/20180202201900oe_/https://ichef-1.bbci.co.uk/news/320/cpsprodpb/BD1B/production/_99811484_bethmarathonnew.jpg" data-width="976" data-height="549"></div> <span class="off-screen">Image copyright</span> <span class="story-image-copyright">Beth rees</span> </span> <figcaption class="media-caption"> <span class="off-screen">Image caption</span> <span class="media-caption__text"> Bethan with her medal from the 2017 London Marathon. She took up running to help alleviate her anxiety </span> </figcaption> </figure><p>Reading the list of symptoms, I felt a wave of relief, because I had always felt there was more to it. But I was also surprised, because it had gone on for so long - how had no one spotted it before? </p><p>Since my correct diagnosis, I have been put on mood stabilisers and life is much better. </p><p>I've secured a new job in the charity sector and my bosses, aware of my diagnosis, have been incredibly supportive. </p><p>Seeing a psychiatrist and counsellor have also helped, as has taking up running, as I find this greatly reduces anxiety. </p><p>But importantly, I am now finally able to talk to people. 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