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<div class="snap_preview"><p>At 29, this is what we do:</p> <p>We finish bottles of red wine by ourselves, without apology, with only the faint whisperings of worry about how we&#8217;ll feel the next morning.</p> <p>We fold our weary limbs into the corners of friends&#8217; couches, bar booths, coffee shop chairs, or hotel chaise lounges, and we talk, and we enjoy heavy pours, and we think, &#8220;How and when does it all get easier?&#8221;</p> <p>We light each other&#8217;s cigarettes, although we&#8217;d never, ever call ourselves smokers.  Because who, <em>really</em>, is a smoker anymore?  Because cigarettes kill, and smell terrible, and stain your teeth yellow.  But, we do it, still, and we like the pleasant weight of their white thinness between our fingers, the thread of smoke curling around our faces like a picture frame, the long, slow, savory inhale, the strange forbiddenness of it all, even now, at 29.</p> <p>We gush about men.  We complain about men.  We swear off men.  Only to admit that, no, really, we need men, we crave men, we want a man&#8217;s weight atop us.</p> <p>We remember lust is not a shoulder we should lean on.</p> <p>At 29, we can officially recall our &#8220;early 20s.&#8221;  And when we do, we wonder why we&#8217;ve forgotten so many of those lessons we fought so hard to learn.</p> <p>But at least now, at this age, we finally understand what is good and bad for us.</p> <p>We bare secrets.  We talk of cheating, lying, betrayal, broken hearts, shattered egos.  We talk of these things openly, honestly, because we understand that what defines us is a compilation of <em>all</em> our actions.  We refuse to limit ourselves.</p> <p>And so we roll up our sleeves, and dig in.</p> <p>We start buying &#8220;treatments&#8221; for the skin around our eyes and lips, because, already, some of us fear getting older.</p> <p>We gossip, but only just a bit, because, at 29, we don&#8217;t want to be &#8220;those women.&#8221;</p> <p>We stretch our legs, feel a cramped but lovely soreness in the calf, the thigh, up into the curves of hip and ass, and we thank our yoga, our runs, our long walks, our hours of darting around the office or dashing up the stairs at day&#8217;s end or dodging slow-footed pedestrians on our journey home, all for this strong and sensual and sexy awareness of our strong, sensual, sexy bodies.</p> <p>We discuss marriage, children, mothers, fathers, friendships gone awry.  We debate politics and foreign policy.  We compliment clothing and accessories.  We share book recommendations and restaurant reviews.</p> <p>At 29, we ask one another <em>why</em>.</p> <p>We cry, just a little.</p> <p>We laugh, a lot.  Until it hurts and we&#8217;re hoarse.</p> <p>We hug tightly, fiercely, pressed breast to breast against one another.  Because, at 29, we&#8217;ll have none of those weak, only-shoulders-and-arms-touching kind of hugs.  We love too much, too deeply, for such emptiness.</p> <p>We shake our heads and wonder, &#8220;What did I do before I met you, my friend?&#8221;</p> <p>And we pour another glass.  And we light another cigarette.  The soup, lovingly homemade, simmers on the stove.  The music shuffles to the next quiet song.</p> <p>Because, at 29, life is loud enough already.</p> <p>And we settle.</p> <p>We settle in, rather, together, for the long haul.</p> <p>Because, let&#8217;s face it, at 29, there&#8217;s still quite a bit of road ahead.</p> <div style="margin-top: 1em" class="possibly-related"><hr/><p><strong>Possibly related posts: (automatically generated)</strong></p><ul><li><a rel="related" href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://hannahjustbreathe.wordpress.com/2009/01/29/drawing-the-straight-line/" style="font-weight:bold">Drawing the straight line.</a></li><li><a rel="related" href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://hannahjustbreathe.wordpress.com/2009/07/31/thanks-for-letting-me-join-the-party/" style="font-weight:bold">Thanks for letting me join 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id="comments"> <a name="comments"></a> <h3 class="comments_headers">20 responses so far &darr;</h3> <ul id="comment_list" class="commentlist snap_preview"> <li class="comment even thread-even depth-1" id="comment-2796"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/6490daf230b595b65bab3996cf82a77f?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong><a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://backtothemat.blogspot.com/" rel="external nofollow" class="url">catherine</a> </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2796" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 12:06 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>Five months ’til my 29th&#8230; There are whispers of all of this all around me already. Love your writing, as always.</p> <p><strong>I loved 28. It was a good year for me. I can only hope the same for 29&#8212;for you and for me. <img src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://s.wordpress.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="wp-smiley"/> </strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment byuser comment-author-meegles4 odd alt thread-odd thread-alt depth-1" id="comment-2797"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/ac30b1633ffc9606580d8cff831b0646?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong>A Super Girl </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2797" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 12:13 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>I was literally just having one of those &#8220;holy shit I&#8217;m going to be 29 this year&#8221; moments when I opened this. For some reason, 29 feels even more daunting than 30. Thanks for a view from the &#8220;other side&#8221; <img src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://s.wordpress.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_wink.gif" alt=";-)" class="wp-smiley"/> It doesn&#8217;t look so bad.</p> <p><strong>Good timing, I&#8217;d say! 29 isn&#8217;t so bad. I promise.</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment even thread-even depth-1" id="comment-2798"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/ca31dd6e9ab0f9d5e02aae9425258925?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong><a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://www.somispeaks.com/" rel="external nofollow" class="url">SoMi's Nilsa</a> </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2798" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 12:22 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>Other than the cigarette stuff, I really love this blog post. I love that by 29, you&#8217;re able to be truthful with yourself and with others. It&#8217;s such a liberating feeling, to not have to be perfect, to not have to lie to yourself or others about where or how you are, to know you can be pretty darn remarkable without the pretenses that were your earlier 20s. Hello, my friend.</p> <p><strong>Yes, I know, the cigarette stuff certainly won&#8217;t resonate with some. Most, maybe. But, at 29, we stop apologizing. At least a little bit. <img src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://s.wordpress.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="wp-smiley"/> You are so supportive&#8212;and I so appreciate that, Nilsa.</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment byuser comment-author-mariescafe odd alt thread-odd thread-alt depth-1" id="comment-2799"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://1.gravatar.com/avatar/5f8be2f6a81343a15df6453ccbe51af9?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong>Marie </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2799" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 12:23 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>There&#8217;s treatments for around the eyes? It&#8217;s probably a good thing I don&#8217;t apply them since I look like I&#8217;m 19 (yes, this 30 year old STILL gets IDed AND even denied drinks sometimes). </p> <p>Oh and I know people have already bothered you about this, but please don&#8217;t smoke. Take it from a person who&#8217;s had to grow up with both parents who smoke heavily, so so bad (and really ages a person faster).</p> <p><strong>Ohhh, Marie. Don&#8217;t you worry. About the smoking or the eye treatments. I&#8217;m a 29-year-old who doesn&#8217;t need either. Thankfully.</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment byuser comment-author-rondamarie even thread-even depth-1" id="comment-2800"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/ee7cc6f8a7d3f3f6906725685f5544bf?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong>rondamarie </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2800" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 12:29 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>29 wasn&#8217;t so bad when I look at it just a couple months away from turning 30, still, it hasn&#8217;t been my favorite age. </p> <p>Great post.</p> <p><strong>Thanks, Ronda. It&#8217;s tough for any age to be a favorite&#8212;so many incredible things happen each year, no?</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment odd alt thread-odd thread-alt depth-1" id="comment-2801"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/c0d8893828b259f931261e616266f18a?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong><a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://viewfromtheshoebox.wordpress.com/" rel="external nofollow" class="url">A</a> </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2801" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 12:56 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>29 is a good age. And yes, the way you&#8217;ve written it, it sounds a lot like 35, too.</p> <p><strong>Well, what I failed to mention is that I firmly believe age is relative. So, yes, I have no doubt that at 35, I&#8217;ll still be finishing bottles of red wine and the like all by myself. <img src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://s.wordpress.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="wp-smiley"/> </strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment byuser comment-author-emrlds even thread-even depth-1" id="comment-2802"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/44df78959ca2340435e627c8938f3071?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong>emrlds </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2802" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 3:46 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>this is completely perfect, right down to the smoky frame i sometimes find my face in.</p> <p><strong>Aww, thank you, lady.</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment odd alt thread-odd thread-alt depth-1" id="comment-2803"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://1.gravatar.com/avatar/dac13218caec587fc74fa037aea24198?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong><a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://www.justatitch.com/" rel="external nofollow" class="url">Amy --- Just A Titch</a> </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2803" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 4:15 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>I will totally smoke a cigarette with you <img src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://s.wordpress.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="wp-smiley"/> </p> <p><strong>Ha. Let&#8217;s go to yoga instead&#8230; <img src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://s.wordpress.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="wp-smiley"/> </strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment even thread-even depth-1" id="comment-2804"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/cc3cd74d6a3aaeebb03b95b55c3dc2e8?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong><a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://lemmonex.com/" rel="external nofollow" class="url">lemmonex</a> </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2804" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 4:32 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>I would never call myself a smoker&#8230;but god knows I let friends light them for me.</p> <p>This was wonderful.</p> <p><strong>To a wonderful 29. For both of us.</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment odd alt thread-odd thread-alt depth-1" id="comment-2805"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/e79eb62d122ab7d4ea151b71257c76f1?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong><a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://gofahneroad.blogspot.com/" rel="external nofollow" class="url">Gofahne</a> </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2805" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 7:48 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>I just stumbled onto your blog by way of Lexa and may I just say, how did you get in my head? I swear, if I had enough talent to put thought into words with such eloquence, I would have written this exact post. I just turned 29 and the past few years have been the most intriguing of my life. I don&#8217;t believe in bests either, but I believe in getting better and stopping the apologies. Brilliant post and please don&#8217;t be surprised if I too share it very soon!</p> <p><strong>Thank you! It&#8217;s reassuring to know that I&#8217;m not the only one with these thoughts, random as they may be. I&#8217;ll be sure to wander over to your corner of the world soon!</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment even thread-even depth-1" id="comment-2806"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://1.gravatar.com/avatar/b7312f0b74441568e86b2c1b350eb931?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong><a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://ajerseykid.com/" rel="external nofollow" class="url">brad</a> </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2806" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 8:07 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>I know there&#8217;s still so much road ahead. I know. But still, this was somehow so complete.</p> <p><strong>Yes&#8230; Complete at least for now anyway.</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment odd alt thread-odd thread-alt depth-1" id="comment-2807"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://1.gravatar.com/avatar/ffe3d3e82b953bb2034363af15d41133?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong>Julie </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2807" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 8:59 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>This is so beautiful. You are so beautiful inside and out. xoxo</p> <p><strong>You&#8217;re the inspiration. And I say that with heart, not with Chicago chords in the background!</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment even thread-even depth-1" id="comment-2808"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/47f2dcad842022f9254237bff5607265?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong><a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://12minds.com/" rel="external nofollow" class="url">Berto</a> </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2808" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 10:06 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>This was really rather wonderful &#8211; in both the writing and the sentiment. As a 28 year-old I must confess that while I feel torn about finishing off my 20s, I&#8217;m really excited about looking forward and seeing what&#8217;s next.</p> <p>Godspeed and thank you.</p> <p><strong>Thank YOU, Berto! I think it&#8217;s natural to feel torn as we approach &#8220;finishing off&#8221; our 20s. We lived so much in these years.</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment odd alt thread-odd thread-alt depth-1" id="comment-2809"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/e70e03318e614f9b41bc0f7fc94e2039?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong><a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://lucyslifeinsuburbworld.blogspot.com/" rel="external nofollow" class="url">Lucy</a> </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2809" title="Permalink to this comment">January 19, 2010 at 10:10 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>Aging isn&#8217;t all bad! I could do without the wrinkles but I really haven&#8217;t minded anything else,yet. Oh, and I am waaaaaaay ahead of you!<br/> This was a beautiful post. I so enjoy your writing.</p> <p><strong>I rather like aging. Which is a funny statement to see in writing, but it&#8217;s true. I don&#8217;t even mind the first few wrinkles! <img src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://s.wordpress.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="wp-smiley"/> </strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment even thread-even depth-1" id="comment-2810"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/eff4be022356da057423495b4aa2ed75?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong><a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://clevelandsaplum.com/" rel="external nofollow" class="url">alexa - cleveland's a plum</a> </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2810" title="Permalink to this comment">January 20, 2010 at 12:54 am</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>i&#8217;m so glad my friends shared this post because at a proud 29 and a half this is SO damn true.</p> <p>i&#8217;m going to share it with all my girlfriends!</p> <p><strong>You gotta be proud of your 29-ness, right??! Thanks for stopping by, Alexa!</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment byuser comment-author-imgonnabreakyourheart odd alt thread-odd thread-alt depth-1" id="comment-2811"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://1.gravatar.com/avatar/9be240d2e63be24b01230f93b15a8ee1?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong>imgonnabreakyourheart </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2811" title="Permalink to this comment">January 20, 2010 at 10:09 am</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>This is lovely. And so you know, I think my life started at 29.</p> <p><strong>Thank you! I&#8217;m quite certain an entirely new phase of my life has started this year, at 29.</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment byuser comment-author-ohhayitskk even thread-even depth-1" id="comment-2812"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/8a79d45f4e4daa563a4990e27b841c3a?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong>ohhayitskk </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2812" title="Permalink to this comment">January 20, 2010 at 10:35 am</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>I meant to comment on this beautiful post yesterday, but when I read it I was on the shuttle with 80,000 undergrads and it felt sacrilege.</p> <p><strong>I&#8217;m glad you didn&#8217;t desecrate this page by commenting when surrounded by 80,000 undergrads. Yech. <img src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://s.wordpress.com/wp-includes/images/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="wp-smiley"/> I kid, my dear. I kid.</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment odd alt thread-odd thread-alt depth-1" id="comment-2813"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://1.gravatar.com/avatar/73b4f3514677b770c5357b8dfa1ce9eb?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong><a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://www.f-oxymoron.com/" rel="external nofollow" class="url">[F]oxymoron</a> </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2813" title="Permalink to this comment">January 20, 2010 at 10:37 am</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>I like this post! Finding the right words to describe 29 can be kind of like figuring out how best to say 2010.</p> <p><strong>Ha! Indeed. I&#8217;m still not quite sure I&#8217;ve figured either out&#8230;</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment byuser comment-author-atlimbo even thread-even depth-1" id="comment-2814"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://0.gravatar.com/avatar/0657ba58d4593318f72ce2e54deb98ef?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong><a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://atlimbo.wordpress.com/" rel="external nofollow" class="url">atlimbo</a> </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2814" title="Permalink to this comment">January 20, 2010 at 7:53 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>Am I crazy to say that I read this going &#8220;Yes. Yes this is life. Yes this is what we do. Yes I have these friends.&#8221; and then realized that my friends and I are anywhere between 24 and 36?</p> <p>I think this is a beautiful illustration of people who are settled into who they are, still striving for who they want to be, and incredibly lucky to be surrounded by the people they need and the quiet they crave &#8211; regardless of age. Beautifully written, truly.</p> <p><strong>Ooo, such a wonderful comment. Thank you! And I totally agree&#8212;I think what you&#8217;re saying is age is relative. As in, you could experience most if not all of these statements/sentiments at any age. Well, okay, maybe not at, say, 16 or 96&#8230;</strong></p> </div> </li> <li class="comment odd alt thread-odd thread-alt depth-1" id="comment-2825"> <img alt="" src="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805im_/http://1.gravatar.com/avatar/3388f51ff71ef8bd250fc907f87760e0?s=48&amp;d=identicon" class="avatar avatar-48" height="48" width="48"/> <p class="comment_meta"> <strong><a href="http://web.archive.org/web/20100122112805/http://bikramyogachick.blogspot.com/" rel="external nofollow" class="url">Michelle</a> </strong> <span class="comment_time">// <a href="#comment-2825" title="Permalink to this comment">January 21, 2010 at 12:11 pm</a> </span> </p> <div class="entry"> <p>Ah, 29. Truth is, reading this post at 39&#8230;.I still feel all of those things. 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